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I have been without my husband for a while now. we have had our ups and downs, but seem to have been able to get through them.

This time seems different. I have been hurt so many times by him, and it seems to always be the same thing.

When is enough enough. When can my heart be whole again.

I just want to feel like he loves me. Like he truly and unconditionally loves me.

He tells me he does and that he does not want to lose me, but how can you hurt someone you love.

how can you treat that other person like they do not matter if you truly care.

In my mind I know he loves me. I just don't feel it in my heart yet.